anon_j_anon (anon_j_anon) wrote,

Star Trek: Into the Darkness

It's been a while since I updated this journal.  I'm not sure if anyone reads this, but since Observations is posted here and Star Trek fandom is getting ready for the release of the new movie, I thought I'd say:

I don't think I will be watching Into the Darkness.  I find the trailers extremely triggery, and I'm not sure I could stand being in a theater with lots of other people for two/three hours, watching Kirk and Spock and crisis on a huge screen.  I was recently at the cinema and found myself staring at everything but the movie screen when the trailer for Star Trek played.

I'd also like to apologize to everyone who's commented or messaged and haven't received any kind of reply from me.  To be honest, this entire site brings up memories of a bad time in my life.  I've put as much distance between it and me as I can.  I'm really glad that some of my works are still being read and that readers still find value in it.  It's just that personally, I've put it behind me and that's where I intend it to stay.  Writing the stuff here changed my life in the best way, but I have some of the worst associations with it.  I hope readers will understand.

In all other ways, I'm doing fine.  I can see ground bees buzzing around rosemary bushes, I have books.  Life is good.

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